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Hello Facebook oh wait..... wrong window. So about the title. Let me tell you how much my daughter loves YO GABBA GABBA! I hate to say that I am kind of partial to it myself. It is filled with color and she gets excited to sees her favorite charecters. The painter guy creeps me out a bit, but it is a kids show i guess. Now we don't allow her to watch for extended periods of time, usually 30-45 minutes. She is usually playing with something while it is on.

So is it bad that I want to link up with my wife to get more followers. I feel almost boring compared to her blog posts sometimes. Then again I am relatively new to the blogging world. Really though??? I have to ask permission to link up with my wife. And here I thought I had permission already, that almost sounds naughty... lol. Outa the gutter and on topic. Still getting the hang of links and posts. not to mention HTML buttons. I am still learning how this works in between everything going on.

So today is not mother's day, but I feel as though I needed to express to my wife how fantastic it has been that she is the mother of my child. I can not begin to express my gratitude and appreciation for this. You are wonderful Jess!!!!

Have a great wordless Wednesday!

New Year-- New Way of Thinking

Heeeeeeelllllooo Blogger!!!! Sorry for the rather interesting start to all of this. The past year was tough but manageable, but this is a new year. File 13 all the old and get to work on the new. I have come into a little bit of information on how things work at a much grander scale. It is utterly fantastic. I used to look at myself or my attitude and think it well....... sucked.

As I look at things now in a different perspective I see how utterly blind I have been to the world. I have been happy for the past year like a worker drone to a enormous hive with no chance of escape. So why not be happy with what you have, right???? Wrong!!!!

Each and every one of us has a mood or persona that we give off. Aura for those types that believe in that sort of thing. This persona depicts many things. From whether something good happens to you or if your using that black cloud as cover. For instance: My normal day started with: wait easier with a list.

Wake up: Upset
Work: Angry
Home: Upset (Or sometimes make myself upset because it wasn't the norm)
Bed: Exhausted

That was almost 365 days!!!! Really am I that bullheaded or like I said before blind. Please continue reading I am not about to turn this into an evangelical rant. Look at the root feeling, upset or angry. Don't make it about that feeling. Don't even look for what is causing this, know that you are and you can change this. I found that being in this mood will bring only more, more, and MORE bad situations. Like attracts like. Never will you find a happy person surrounded by angry people. I was unaware of this fact.

I have been told that my persona is very influential, if I am in a bad mood so is everyone around me. I was creating problems for others without me even knowing it. I thought: Well I'm pissed and I'll get over it. Without knowing it I was creating tension and several other unwanted feelings for others. As soon as I found this out I just sat there in awe. Could I possibly be "the" problem. It was a sharp shot to my pride, but yes. Well my attitude was.

For the past week I have changed my attitude, and boy what a difference. The attitudes of others begin to match my own. Even people that I do not know are influenced by it. This is insane. I can siglehandly change the views and emotions of others for the better. in turn this makes me feel better and I would think makes someone else's too. Now as for my wife, she loves it. Side note: I have more energy. If you haven't noticed from the tags, I would suggest reading or watching the video (on Netflix) "The Secret". Like any self help, conform it to how you would use it. Sorry about the length of this one. I hope you all have a great day and fantastic rest of the month. Oh baby pic of the day.

Back In Action for 2012!!!! Mount Up!!!

Well folks 2011 is officially behind us and we can't do anything to change it. I cant wait to see what 2012 has in store for us as a family. So I will start by going over exactly where the hell I have been for the last month or so. Some good, some bad.

The bad............... pay cut, more hours, family loss, and hardship. I have been told that I tend to emotionally displaced, (or I personally just try to focus on the matter at hand) which can be frustrating to others. I would rather talk about the awesomeness that has been going on.

Well being a parent is getting easier, my wife is a huge help with all of the adjustments. She is almost mobile and that is just plain nuts. She loves to wander around the house via her 6'1" chariot. Sometimes we will just walk around the house for no reason just to get up and move. She has officially found the cry that stabs me in the heart. I was ok for the longest time with her crying and being upset. It never really bothered me( it was more of a stewies mom,mom,mommy,mom skit) Just the other week she was laying there and in one single octave she had me fly off the couch (PS3 controller tossed), rushing into the next room and wondering who murdered who. It became the official "Daaaaaaaaaddddyyyy" cry. And the string is placed firmly around my neck.




Game update: Skyrim is out and Battlefield 3 is out. Blog posts to come on both of those games. As well as tips and tricks for those games. I am working on getting MW3 but the budget may not allow, we will see.

Thank you to those who have put up with my god awful posts, they will get better. I promise. " I need more time captain" Happy 2012 to all of you, and remember to pay it forward this year.

JSki